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December

  • Apr 19, 2024
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by Réka Nyitrai

Nicolas Lafargue
Nicolas Lafargue

In Sweden a man whispers my name and wants to lie down with me in a field of tulips. But in Sweden it’s mostly winter and they don’t really have tulip fields. The man has a fever and thinks snowflakes bleed loneliness. For weeks he dreams he is a reindeer and I am the goddess of both the hunt and chastity. When you love a person, you want them

to leave you, so that you can dream of them…

wrote Max Voloshin to Marina Tsvetaeva.

I agree - trapped in that man’s dream

I want to wake

long before the bullet I shoot

at the reindeer

returns to me.


Réka Nyitrai is a spell, a sparrow, a lioness’s tongue — a bird nest in a pool of dusk. She is the recipient of a Touchstone Distinguished Books Award for her debut haiku volume While Dreaming Your Dreams. Moon flogged, her full-length debut poetry collection, will be out with Broken Sleep Books in 2024.

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